I guess I need to think of something to write. I just really haven't felt inspired lately. I'm not so angry anymore now that I have my period, but I don't have a whole lot to report either. I've been telling my uncle for months now that I'm going to join his band and all he needs from me are a list of songs to learn, but for some reason, I never end up doing it. I've been trying to do it today, but it's just not going very well. I want to sing, and to get paid for it would be awesome, but I just always end up slacking for some reason. I don't even know why, really. Maybe it's because the last few times I tried to be in my uncle's band, I had bad experiences, so I'm nervous about trying it again. But he assures me he's got a good group of guys now and I would like the vibe. But he doesn't want any rock songs, just jazz, R & B, and blues. I love the blues, but I really don't know any jazz and R & B is usually hard to sing, at least current R & B. I'd love to sing Beyoncé, but I'm not Beyoncé. Okay, so I just took a little break to try singing "Irreplaceable" by Beyoncé, and now my vocal chords are shot. I feel like I've been screaming for an hour and all I did was sing it three times. Okay, I've come up with seven songs. Corrine Bailey Rae - Put Your Records On, Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You, Amy Winehouse - Back to Black, Adele - Chasing Pavements, Adele - Right As Rain, The Animals - Bring it on Home to Me, Etta James - At Last. I can't sing any of them right now because of that damn Beyoncé, but hopefully by the time my uncle's band is ready to play them my voice will have recovered. Damn that Beyoncé.